today im going to sit and relax and i am tired but i miht go out to get my mind off of it. im getting stress. i wish i can escape for reality for one second but i know that cant happen. so let me go and start studying some more.
i dont know what do anymore. i am trying to be optimistic but it seems like everything is not going my way. its like everything is going down hill , like its out of my control. i want to cry. i want to just straight and cry. i dont want to deal with this right now. i am about to go to sleep. cause if i keep writing its going to keep my mind on my situation right now. because im the first female to move away from home and go to school. i want to make me and my family proud but right now i feel like im a huge disappoint.
Hey i am really upset because its been a rough first year and i am trying my best. i really am. i am ready to go home and just rest. i am tired and i am ryin so hard not to cry because people my consider this a form a weakness but i dont know. this is really hurting me right now. and i just want to crawl into a corner and cry right now.
today i am going to talk about american dance crew. i am so pissed because my group is not on the top two. they put the wackest crew number 1. but anyways my day was okay i didnt have any class so i just study and relax. so that is all have to write today. i hope my group make it through.
Today was a cool day, the weather was fine and my classes was great boring but it was good. I went to work today at the museum. I was so bored because i didnt do anything but get free money, hey i aint complaining. I didnt get off til 4:30. io came home and i went to sleep and got up around 7:00. And I came in the kitchen and i am chillin the rest of the day. i am doing all my homework thursday and going to work. at least i can sleep in though.
Today was a good day. I actually feel god, and i am so relax. i got my mind straight. i am still tired but i had to write a blog so i am just going to write what i did today. my ex is trying so hard to change but i think its to late, its like i have feelings but im scared to go there and have the chances to get hurt, lately i been meeting people but its not like my ex.
Today was a regular day. i took a test for this class. man, it was hard cause i didnt remember the characters name. but i think i did real good. later today im just going to chill and relax with my boo
have you ever been in a place when you love someone pass everything inside of me? Not the casual love that many people have but true unconditional love. the love that surpass the surface. the love that lays deep witin your heart. The love that truly dont fail, that dont envy. The love that many say its hard to find. Your other half. Your soulmate. people look for that love in the wrong places and the wrong way. many people look for people to complete them. My outtake is that you should be complete before you get into a relationship. How can you give your all if you dont have your all to begin with. (think about that) But yeah, i think that love has found me…i dont know i just have to wait and see
As i kiss your lips tears roll down my face
all my pass hurts were soon erase
as you grab my hand you told me
that you want to be with me for eternity
and the question you ask “will you marry me”
I answered yes with a glee
I wonder why you love me
with all my flaws and all
but that is why i love you with everything inside of me
Today was an interesting, today my ex came to me and ask to work things out. its so interesting because i thought we was completely over but my heart was still there. Have you ever thought you was over someone until they came back into your life. i felt my heart skip again when i look into their eyes. through everything we been through we still come back together…..
